I am going to houseclean while downing some chardonnay. Is that unhealthy? I think it's a good plan. The incentive for cleaning is that I get to booze it up. Janice cancelled my sewing lesson for the evening, so I am thinking: why not?
Unfortunately, I am feeling a little bad and booze always makes me feel more intensely whatever I am already feeling. I think I will skip Iris DeMent and go for something peppy. So I can rock!
Okay, here's why I am feeling a little bad: My bf from childhood posted this status update on fb, which indicated that if she could go back, she would subtract and add people to her wedding day (you know who you are, she added, parenthetically). It made me feel like she meant me. Like she wishes she could subtract me. I wonder if that was meant to sting? It made me feel bad. For me and for Jessica, too. She said she would add her bf and Dave, her hub's, bf, they know who they are.
By Dave's bf, she might be referring to my sister Jessica's seriously, demon from hell-bad-bad-bad-bad-bad man ex boyfriend Joe. Joe, I curse your name.
My sister has been in a huff over this gal not accepting friend requests from her for many months and I always say that she is being irrational, but now I feel like maybe I am in a one-sided friendship with someone who would just as soon be done with me forever.
But I love what we had and when I think of my childhood, I always think of her. I love who we used to be so much that I couldn't accept it if we weren't on good terms as who we are.
Maybe I will write to her?
Anyway, seriously cleany cleany drunky drunky is calling my name.
adios hermanos.
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